It Keeps Getting BetterAugust 1, 2021
There are some huge advantages to connecting with Source. For one, the connection you can make with souls through Source makes my adventures in Tremida super fun. It’s also useful for doing paranormal research.
As I’ve talked about before, I’ve been trying to work with souls to connect through lucid dreams, astral projection, and deep trance/visual meditation. One of my specialties, since I was a teen, was lucid dreaming and astral projection (willingly leaving your body).
Every night has been drawing me closer and closer to our goal: meet in Tremida as a team [and throw a wicked party].
This isn’t impossible. People have been having these experiences for years, even with other living souls! It becomes difficult when you have multiple souls, living and dead, at different frequencies (so to speak) trying to coordinate to meet in such a realistic sensory environment. It’s not something they are used to doing, and we definitely aren’t inclined to it either. The divide is strong. This really is a learning experience for all of us, including Source, who seems just as curious about our aspirations and progress.
This morning, we met together in the “middle space.” In short, it’s sort of a space between our world and theirs, where we can share experiences.
It started with a dream.
I saw lots of crows of all sizes in a park. [Someone] was narrating to Ed that they were ravens, and I corrected him and said they were crows. I approached them, and they scattered.Sunday, August 1st, 2021
This was the first time I actually heard members of my team talk about what I was seeing in a dream. I have heard them narrating what I am doing to each other so many times during our meditations that it caught my attention in the dream. I realized what was happening, and I gained control. It turned into a lucid dream.
I was at my parents’ house when I became lucid. I thought, “This is the perfect opportunity to call on Ed and [someone] and Source.” I walked around, and it was incredibly real. Everything had presence. There was atmosphere. It was a little dark and hazy, but the sun was out. I felt like Source was listening, and I turned my attention to him.
When I reached the end of the hall, I called out, “Ed! [Someone]!” I did this multiple times.Sunday, August 1st, 2021
I kept calling with confidence. I knew they could hear me and would connect.
In my old bedroom, Ed appeared. But it didn’t look like Ed.
Ed has a bit of an ego and has always appeared as he has during one of our past lives together. Tall, 6’3″. Jet black hair, hazel eyes (must be hazel, always described as hazel). Slim build, with a white dress shirt, black slacks, and a black overcoat. He smells like whiskey and tobacco. Roughly around my age or younger, as young as 21 when he feels like it.
He is often teased that he looks out of a different century, so he has modernized his look a little over time. He enjoys maintaining this general appearance, though. Appearances are still important to some on the other side.
But he doesn’t always know how he appears to others. One time, he appeared to me as another past life. Strong, short build. Buzzed blond hair. Very cute, right out of the military. Probably around 20-25 years old. He didn’t know until I reacted, “Who is that?!” I knew it was him, but what a difference!
This time, he appeared to look South African and about my height. He was easily 45-50 years old. He went to hug me, and I chuckled. Source read my emotions to him, “You don’t look like you, Ed.”
Poor Ed. He’s heard me say that to him before in another lucid dream. “You don’t look like how I thought you’d look.” Ed is still learning how to work with Source energy so that I see what he wishes me to see. And I am still working on my manners.
Moments later, [someone], a member of my team, appeared. He was unrealistically tall, probably around 6’5″-6’7″. He looked like himself: medium-length blond hair, 20-25 years old… But he was slightly different. I have seen him perfectly before, so I know the error in appearance was on my end. I knew immediately he was giving Ed grief for always wanting to be the tallest in the room. He asked for a hug, and I hugged the giant, despite the awkwardness of his height.
I think the silliness got to me because I woke up. They were with me when I woke up, and we had a good laugh about it. I feel slightly bad because Ed has been as eager as I have about meeting, but he doesn’t follow protocol about conveying his appearance. He’s used to flitting from social experience to social experience over there, never having to monitor how he looks. But when it comes to making a connection through Source to me, he has to do things differently.
Overall, though, it’s just another step in the right direction! We’re getting closer and closer to reaching our goals.